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[06 Feb 2009|05:47pm] |
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some people say that everyone deserves a second chance, i'm not sure that it's altogether true but i'm more than glad that i got mine. honestly i've probably had multiple second chances but i'm thankful for every single time somebody has turned around and said 'hey give that dude a break, he's had it rough lately.' sometimes people are more forgiving than what they should be and every time i've had it rough has usually a been a byproduct of my own demolition. i haven't always been smart with my life, i've taken wrong turns and gone downhill more times than a toboggan but there has always been someone there to pick me up after the fall, to make sure not all of me is broken and to make sure i'm not stupid enough to make the same mistakes again. not all people are as lucky as me, not everyone has that safety net constantly surrounding them that is so easy to take for granted and i'm just now starting to appreciate things a little more. i'm not saying that i haven't been appreciating what i've had over the last four or so years. life definitely started to pick up, i changed the way i was living and started to build myself up again but there was definitely a lack of something special in my life. with that new turning point came a sort of naivety, after all how do you judge people when you've hardly been perfect? some people that i've had in my life are people i wouldn't want to come across again, you find as time goes by that you spend way too much time with personalities who aren't healthy for your own personal being, they're not bad people but they sure as hell aren't good for you. they're exhausting, like leeches. fortunately with leeches no matter how hard they latch on to you there is always a way to pick them off and begin the healing process over the marks they've left.
right now is the most exciting point of my life yet... i know what's coming but it's still scary as hell, a good scary, not something that i'd ever want to change. the people around me now are the people i want around me until the day i say goodbye to this life, without them i would not be me, maybe that's a bad thing to some people but for now gerard way isn't a terrible person to be at all.
i love you.
g xo
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| kudz |
[23 Dec 2008|02:04pm] |
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| kudz round two ding ding. |
[05 Feb 2008|01:57pm] |
i hope you all dig my new face
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